Life seems different for no reason

Life seems different for no reason…

New area….Well I can’t say new area coz I have been born n brought up for most all my life here except for 1 year..But it still feels different now here in Mumbai.

May be now I m not used to Traffic jams, pollution, road blocks, over flowing gutters or may be packed trains...May be now I m not used to running all day for catching buses and trains.

I didn’t face any of that in last 1 year…It was in a very posh locality in pune where my office was just blocks away...Where the area was planned that u didn’t have to face any of the above problems...

I missed Mumbai when I shifted there...I missed home and had to live with my office colleagues I barely knew.

Life was difficult...I had to adjust to new surroundings, new roommates, and new office.

I cribbed, fought, struggled to make my life easy and comfortable.

Fought with office ppl so that I get leaves and I can run back home to Mumbai.

Fought with roommates coz I was used to taking ppl for granted at home and may be forgot that those ppl might not understand.

Fought with my loneliness coz even thou everything thing was perfect in the new area but in reality it didn’t serve any purpose.

I tried books, net everything to fight that...but when it grew dark it gripped me.

I cried for hours and still couldn’t hold it back…

Silence was screaming…

Had to shut it down somehow. ….Prayed that I can go back to my family and I can’t bear any of this non sense any more in my life.

Then came the Good News….Had to leave the current project in a month and there was a possibility of coming back.

Thot this is the opportunity I shouldn’t miss..

Little did I know I had got used to the LONLINESS

Here now in Mumbai it’s now a reverse process going on ….Connecting to ppl I had once left…
Connecting to the Area I had left…

All this noise bothers me now…

All this noise bothers me now...